Friday, February 22, 2013

A mother’s declaration

16 hours ago, I was in my worship experience and my daughter came and sought me out, requesting to pray with me about her life. We talked about college and how she did not have to be concerned with “not” being able to go and having to wait a couple of years to save money once she got out. All those fallacies that nonbelievers chant. Not my child. I openly rebuke and encourage her to do the same! 16 hours later, im gettinng a call from the VP of her school that she is being suspended for 5 days due to her disruptive behavior.   This attack is just not on her. I take it personal. But this is not a battle that the enemy will win. You see that?? I am STILL holding up the Banner of the Lord! WE WIN! My Love for You remains unchanged. If anything, it is all the more assured! So funny, you are. I just ended my radio show discussing refusing to be a victim! Well, I believe what I said! Change your "what if" to an it will". I refuse to let any demonic scheme to penetrate the calling on my children! I WONT LET HIM HAVE HER!!! IM NOT LETTING GO AND IM NOT GIVING UP. He got the right one to fight with. Cause im not giving up on my children. I know what mantle is on them. And it WILL come to pass!
Though he slay me, yet will I trust Him! I WILL BLESS THE LORD!
Tired, but not a quitter!
Weary, but not hopeless!
Restless, yet I have peace!
Desperate, yet I have patience!
A mother's declaration: I WONT LET HIM HAVE _______!
"In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins- not through strength but by perseverance." H. Jackson Brown


Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Keep moving towards it!

Once you start breaking free, don't you dare look backward, only unless you are grateful for your freedom and need a measuring distance praise! Each step gets easier; I become blessed with more and more grace. My comfort zone has now become uncomfortable and I no longer tolerate its foolish ways. Its traditions become incomprehensible and its rituals are ignorant.
Take one faith step and then take another. Im now 2 steps closer to where I need to be. Soon I will have walked through my breakthrough and landed in the Promised Land because of perseverance and strength. But more largely, perseverance.

Remain Hopeful

Sometimes we will think,
"When I get to "there", things will get better and be much smoother". But when we get to "theret", there are more "things". I chose to remain hopeful that the "things" from my last "there" will prepare me to manage the "things" in this "there".

Tuesday, February 12, 2013


I walk as though I am fearless.

I am daring. I am bold. I am confident. # affirmation

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Tonight's reminder

My day's end meditation.

Discipline in the Long Distance Race. Do you see what this means—all these pioneers who blazed the way, all these veterans cheering us on? It means we'd better get on with it. Strip down, start running—and never quit! No extra spiritual fat, no parasitic sins. Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we're in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sight of where he was headed—that exhilarating finish in and with God—he could put up with anything along the way: Cross, shame, whatever. And now he's there, in the place of honor, right alongside God. When you find yourselves flagging in your faith, go over that story again, item by item, that long litany of hostility he plowed through. That will shoot adrenaline into your souls!

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

It's not paranoia if it's true!

I am grateful for this time of fasting. I was challenged and pray that I was obedient in accepting the fast command from God to disconnect from social media for 3 days. Today I shared with a friend that in my time of meditation I get irritated and frustrated because there is a constant flow that I can not completely capture at times. For example, during my commute to work, I often have the voice recorder on in one hand and a wtitting tablet in the other hand because I am getting a download from the Lord! My brain is constantly running! This I am grateful for, but as I mentioned sometimes it can be overwhelming. There have been times during this season that I will declare that I am over stimulated, as evidenced by being paralyzed and unable to make choices as I have so many possibilities.

Diring this fast, I have been allowed to put a plug in 1 end of my pipeline and save some of the inspiration for myself. I have become my own cheerleader, encourager, and innovator. I was encouraged and recieved insight as to how to make myself better and better Steward over my resources.

So the blog post's title, "it's not paranoia  if its true" was given as an inspiration today from a coworker. The truth is that I have learned today is it I'm not paranoid, I am a useful and overstimulated vessel! I create avenues to express myself and the gifts that I have because I would seriously die or burst if I did not!

Today I challenged myself and I challenge you to rest occasionally. Allow yourself to be nurtured, and use "no" more often.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Go now!

Im amazed at how we will tolerate pain and discomfort. We get used to living in a dysfunctional manner.

today God told me to fast. my children are experiencing some different transitions at the same time, so during my meditation time God told me to fast.

He knows that food is too easy for me, so he told me to fast from social media. I immediately eliminated the temptations. I deleted the apps from my homepage on my cell phone. I am grateful for this obedience, and sometimes we are resistant when we put too much thought into it. this makes me think. Sometimes we don't have time to make an announcement about what we are going to do. We just need to do it.

there's no time to queue the marching band. there's no time to alert the team mascot! cheerleader will have to see the you tube video. Doubters will have to hear about it after it manifests. you just have to go, and go now!

now, when I do go back to it(social media). Maybe I will provide a reason, but please know that you don't have to. we are adults! Go and go now!

I want to be Gale!

Whenever in a group setting and the "who would you be?" Ice breaker is presented... You know the one.  I am asked who what I like to be if I could be anyone in the world, dead or alive? I always pick Gale! Who is Gale? That is Oprah's best friend. Of course, then I am questionned as to why I chose her. My reason is simple. I want to achieve as much as possible in life without all the hard work. She is blessed by association. There are many examples of being blessed by association in the Bible. So I'm not being selfish and making this request. I am a hard worker! I carry the weight of many. I do work for what I have and will achieve in my future. But there are times where I would like to receive things just because I know people. Because I have networked. Those seeds of perseverance. Because the favor of God is seen on my life.

Today I am asking for blessings beyond the sweat off my brow. Enlarge my territory, bless me indeed!