These last few days, I learned when you have something really big and major in front of you, you still have to wait for the clarity and directives so that your execution can be impactful and intentional. As a doer, it can be tasking to force myself to be physically idle. The comforting forehead stroking comes in the realization that I am actually allowing mental stimulation to at an intensified rate. I can not allow my anxiety of deadlines approaching to quench the needed meditation time.
The last few days have truly been peaceful, even though my time clock tick-eth! And tick away it does. But I know that things will work out well. The things and activities that are supposed to occur... will. I have peace.